I have not been laughing until I cried and laughed again.
I have not been dancing 'til it hurt in my knees and back.
I have not been thinking once.
I have not been talking way too much.
I have not been running 'til I'm short of breath.
I have not been reading until I felt the story as my own.
I have not been listening to a song and remembered good times.
I have not been screwing things up.
I have not been turning things upside down.
I have not been yelling for no good reason.
I have not been jumping like crazy.
I have not been running in circles.
I have not been mumbling or cursing.
I have not been writing with my letter or even about the things I used to write.
Lately, I have not been myself at all.